The Christmas holidays were approaching a long stride. Michael and I were finishing the first semester of courses. Everything had gone perfectly. We were able to pay all salaries, and this was our first big success. I felt it again, with considerable economic affluence, and a woman who gave me the court. I lived contrasting
weeks, days in which I saw in her my only reason, the existence of everything, but other times when I could not bear even his kindest acts of love. The first night of our Christmas dinner, she appeared as beautiful as ever. Everyone in the restaurant had their eyes on her, and I felt, in part, proud that a woman so had better attention to myself. Immediately after the dinner
riaccompagnai home, and she insisted on me to get on and finish the evening in the best possible way. I drank so much that night, and I was not very present in the situation that I was ahead. So I parked and went with her. In the house where I practically lived until a few months before. Michael began to seduce me, but I do not understand why the well walked away from me.
"Why are you doing?"
"Because I'm not going 'to do with you. And then, then what will we be tomorrow? Two who loved each other, and then had fun, then? "
" Come on, stop and come here! "
" No, I told you that I'm not going '. We talked about marriage in recent months, right? Well, look, I do not trust you and this game does not suit me 'more than playing. "
" Do not you trust? Really ... "
At these words seemed to want to burst into tears, so I awkwardly tried to fix it somehow.
"Wait, do not misunderstand. You are a fantastic business partner, a beautiful woman with millions of talents and abilities to exploit them all to maximum. Only, you have betrayed me, I do not feel like declaring my everlasting love if you do not feel it right now. "
She looked up, laughed.
"You do not do anything forever. The word always scares you more than anything else, or not? But I feel that I love you, and I feel that you love me too. I'm not saying get married, but how about trying again seriously. I have wrong is true, but you say yourself, in a pair to divide the faults are not you? "
" ... "
" ... "
" I do not know what to say, well I think now I must go home and reflect, then maybe I'll call and we'll talk. "
And so I left her house. The head of muffled sounds, words and wine. I was sure to remember everything the next day.
When I laid my head on the bed a billion thoughts took possession of me. I continued to writhe in bed tossing and turning and trying to figure out something. I decided to postpone everything to the New Year's celebration and to follow my instincts.
I stayed with my concern and my thoughts to stick to the wall and see them fall just after a rain ruminations so devastating that I get to sleep and decide to use the phrase that I used more in those days.
"postponed until after the holidays"
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