Saturday, July 19, 2008

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Feelings of guilt and responsibility

Living with guilt is something that I never liked it. A hateful thing that often does not make me enjoy the finer things in life. So this time I could not feel good, despite Michael's complicity with increased day by day, I did not feel in place. My very often were smiles, I could not forget what I had done.
I decided to throw myself heart and soul into the project in our school musical.
September came and we were ready at the beginning of the challenge. How open we had thirty members, a number that far exceeded our most optimistic expectations.
The work began to grind, but what I was mainly started with the recording studio.
was part of the project that I most cared about. So after some conversations with the teachers, each of us took out a few songs written in his youth. Every time we stopped in the evening to try to arrange. Some, including mine, were very ugly, others listen, one in particular was really nice. We decided to open a recording studio. They were professionals. We cut four songs in a short time, and felt that the sound was good. We could give a good quality. We used this little demo for the groups that we came to ask for information on the costs of the hall. All these projects
galvanized me, I was presissimo, and I also saw the return to month-end accounts, without strain. The draft Michael was really winning. After all, she had always been a smart girl who knew his business. Even with men. He kept me in the court. A court unrestrained. Every so often taken by hormonal upheaval gave in. Only that I understand his will. She did not want just a little 'about sex, she wanted to go to first, or maybe better than before.
The jolt that united us again came from Monica. Every now and then I still thought of her, the history of pills. Every day I lived with the fear of a telephone call or letter. A photograph of an infant who was my son. On time one day in November came the call I was waiting. It was his father. In a very gentle and polite invited me to their country to know the little newborn and, possibly, to recognize it. I asked Michael to accompany me, to pretend to be my woman.
The meeting was not so shocking, I told Monica's parents that I wanted do DNA testing and then I recognized the little trouble-free. We waited a week to get the reports, and Michael was standing near me. We had already contacted a lawyer to see if the two of us get married and keep the baby us. Every day that passed I was closer. I felt fear rise. The sense of responsibility of a daughter, then when he grew up we would have to tell the truth about her mother. It was a very complicated situation to be resolved with the pliers. When they arrived
examinations there was a sigh of relief. The child was not mine. Monica left home in a sort of earthquake, family and went to school with Michael. We had talked so much about marriage in those weeks that even in the days following the speech was always that.
was beginning to be afraid of my responsibilities, I did not tell him though. For this I was living with another tremendous sense of guilt.

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