Monday, June 9, 2008

Labeling Parts Of A Ship

Decisions to be taken sooner or later decide

I spent a whole day to think and think about what to do for China. My suitcases were ready at any other time in my life I would not have doubts. I would have started without much delay. Only now, with this new-born love with Monica, I did not know really what to do. Of course if I was with Michael all would be easier. I tried to convince her to move in with me in China. He found work there.
After the conversation at the bar continued to make comparisons, albeit stupid, between the two girls who turned me on the head.
For various issues of commitments I was not able to see even a minute Monica in those days, and we had also heard very little.
I called Henry to ask for advice he invited me to dinner to let me know your partner and talk about China.
In the afternoon I received a very important phone call from general manager of the company I work for, I am informed, unofficially, in case I accepted that I would be a of Project Managers.
So a series of overlapped total confusion in my head. I did not know how to fix everything. Most worrying, however, was love. Michelle I had a strange effect, I felt I still be a bit 'in love, and could not be otherwise because we had left only months earlier. I wanted to ask her to come with me to dinner with Henry and his companion, but then what he told Monica?
decided to invite me to take an aperitif before dinner, so if I were bored I had dinner with the pretext of Henry to escape, and in case I wanted to be a bit 'with her I would be invited to dinner with me. I called her and stared at each other to see us in a room where we had never been together. I did not want to pull out old memories with her present, it would be too risky. He introduced
, beautiful as always. We talked a long time, and I asked her of her tan. He said he had just been to the beach with her new partner, or rather, one with whom I shared a bit 'of time. I felt a great jealousy in me, it was perhaps time to discover the cards. To speak clearly as we had not done it before and so it was

"Why did you do?"
"Do what?"
"Why did you betray me so long?"
... ... I do not know. I know that I did not want our story best, and he was fantastic. Loved me, counseled me and told me how to dress, listened to my problems with you. As long as there are over in bed. So for a few weeks and I left you. We started, and he said he was gay. To be out with me just to really understand its nature. "

It was a situation in the grotesque. Almost paradoxical. I honestly do not know yet hold back my laughter. Poor Michael, in the midst of doubt had fled from those who gave her attention, only to discover that he envied the body. I had not yet said Monica. So I began to speak also of my story, omitting shamelessly my betrayal the night before the end of our story. When Michael heard in my life there was another expression changes, it seemed that the world was falling apart again. We talked a little '. Or better. She spoke a bit '. I was forced to listen to everything she told me. This was one of the real reasons why we had left. Because she was too focused on itself, and I too with my head in the clouds to really understand what I wanted from my life. I told her I had a commitment and I had to run away. I avoided asking to come and eat with me, she was asking me where I was going and if we were going with Monica. When he heard that I was only sends itself.
We came together in a beautiful restaurant. We sat waiting for Henry and his companion. Michael asked me who were waiting, I said
"Henry told me of being gay, and tonight I presented her companion."

I wanted to add something like "hope is not your ex, but it seemed too bad and out of place. She still did not seem surprised by the fact that Henry was gay.
Henry and his partner arrived. I saw a look between him and her accomplice. As if you wanted to communicate something that I do not know.
ate well, and reached the Sweet moved the conversation about what matters most to Henry. If Michael and I we were back together again:

"Not really"
"Up to tonight no, then you never know"
"Yes oh well, tell Monica"
"Who ?..."

high school that I had not said Michelle Monica nothing to age, at what he did in life. Certainly Henry had spoken. He and Michelle were close friends, sometimes up to me to be jealous, if I had total confidence in him I would not have ever left alone. We also talked of China to end without draw from a spider hole. Then he called me Monica:

"Hello .."
"Hello, where are you?"
"I'm still having dinner with my friends and you? "
" I am on the books to study, come to me after dinner? Come on, and then you decide what to do to China? "
" I have not decided, I'll see you and talk about it ok? "
" I'll wait, I want to see you "
" I, too, so "I said

I had to run away, I apologized to Michael and Henry. They were with me now so we came to dessert. Leaving Michael told me a secret. At the table with them was the boy who was discovered to be gay. In short, the boy was presented by Michael Henry. Cora seemed so surreal I can not believe it, a bit at the end 'I fregai. Now head was in comeback Monica and she had understood. He tried to kiss me as we parted. He asked to meet again, I told her that I could not. On the next day onwards I was taken for the project in China.
I decided I would leave. So I went to Monica to tell her.
I got from her, and I was already waiting under the covers.

"I need to talk"
"After the"
"Truly I tell you I want it now."

not had time to finish what I meant. She took me to himself, and masturbating with me inside her. It was not love, it was only a hormonal outburst, which is my own. Nothing more nothing less.

"I decided to leave for China, you come with me?"
"I can not, I can not leave with you, when I graduate I want to go home. I wanted to ask you if you came with me and we'll get married and live there. "
" ... "

I was speechless. The decision was to marry her or chase to China for me. I had no doubts on my very healthy selfishness. I would leave.

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